I just want answers. I’m so tired of not knowing what will really happen.. Everyday living in fear of the future. Will I get fucked over again? Is this all worth it? I doubt everything. In my head, all of these questions are answered negatively. Prove me wrong. Please.
I hate trust issues. I hate never being able to believe what people say. I hate having this feeling in my everyday like someone’s fucking me over. I hate being miserable. I hate relying on someone else for happiness when I know they’re just going to let me down. I hate feeling helpless. I hate this.
Everybody is cheating on eachother now a days and i just don’t understand. I could never in my life do that. Like seriously, what is the fucking point of cheating?! You can do the same things with your boyfriend/girlfriend that you would do with the other person, but there’s actually feelings which makes it so much better. I just do not fucking get it.
